Wednesday, September 16, 2009

thoughts of money

We always here of how we need money for life and to do things. No kidding. We hear that we can be bought off too. Enough of money and we can stay out of trouble and keep trouble from our door. We all heard of the cop who would be paid to keep quiet. In the Scriptures we hear always not being able to serve money and God. In the Gospel of St James we hear of God bringing the poor to table and the rich. We would think we would want the rich by us first. He tell us to put the poor next to us first. He says did he not choose the poor for to be rich in faith and the have the kingdom?

Yet we have those who live for the money and will give to one and not the other child or grandchild because they claim they have a heart. Or they will accuse one of stealing because they feel that they are that desparte for money? Or find ways of taking from them. Will give to a granddaughter not the grandson. Never have a good word, always, can't you help or do this right? Calling the liars and cheats. Devious and sneaks. Asking how much was in a paycheck when they are working.
If you can't give with a heart with out wanting it back why give?
It was said she laid her paycheck on the table every time for her father to see. she had nothing to hide. She also said she on her 13th birthday was given a ironing board and was told it was about time she learned to iron.
If she had such a heart she would not be ruining my life.
If those who have money as she does, would learn it is for those who need and not for the return. If we do things as if we perferred Him in all things
She attends Mass as if that makes her a good person. She doesn't hear the prayers or understand the ritual if you will. She says she doesn't need confession she doen't sin
She is a good person. She is right up there with the Blessed Mother.
She is the most sue happy person I know. Don't let anyone cross the lawn.
She is more concerned with what others think of her than who she is a person. That is who is she what others think of her. One neighbor is not fond of her so that is her enenmy. She can't stand them. Because my son goes over to watch movies and " hang out" and not sitting by her side. Like in the movies. Ed Gein comes to mind now. He has to be there for her if she moves in case she get a pain. Ok she has pain she needs to learn how to deal with this too. She recently took a insurance policy out and says since no one cares to do it I will and I have 10,000 on him. I am the beneficiary. I said ok. She wanted me to fight her for this.
With her is all about the almighty dollar. if you don't have it you are worthless.
She actually said to me my husband needs to divorce me because I am not working. She is the only one who has ever done anything and will do.
I will never be ever able to own anything and have a life due to her. She should be glad as I die this painful death she has put upon me. It is her final wish come true. Now we wait for her to go as well. You die as you live and live as you die.........

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